today's tsunami death figures hit 25,000. that's probably the amount of people who would like attend this year's NYE party or some big event. and in just one simple wave, they're all gone. lives stolen as they're buried in mass graves their backs to the back of some other stranger under heaps of soil and tears. its like the holocast all over again. the mass burials, no one being spared, especially the children and the old. except that this time it was just a work of God. WHY?! Maybe this is his way to amend our overpopulation problem or to remind us that we've taken him in vain. Either way, it hurts. Even if i've got no one there, just seeing all those people in those ditches, the crying, the heavy air of death and the impending problems just waiting to happen. it really tears at you. its so so sad, its hard to express.. i hope this opens our eyes, to remind us of His power and to remind us how lucky we are to still be here. i guess all we can do now is pray and just hope hope hope that the death toll doesn't increase. i really really hope there's no more. like jie ling said, i just wished we as singaporeans could do more. and something to help, something to alleviate those with all that physical if not emotional pain.
if you can just take a moment to pray for them. imagine their pain and just pray, than they can heal and those in need of help in the Andaman islands pray that help makes it in time. Sigh, makes me feel so useless really.
to all of my regrets i fare thee well you came along too slowly as i fell my screams can only echo off the walls i see nothing left to break my fall
dim halo -greehwheel
as the new year decends upon us i can only look back at the past twelve months and ponder the questionable decisions, sigh at my boorish responses, grasp(flailingly) at the fleeting beautiful moments and wait in anticipation, dread, and jubilation for the new year.
the hiatus i had brought alot of mini "ephiphanies" for me. some too personal to share, and others too brash to be said. but i guess on this route to self-discovery alot has happened. can't say its been too fantastic or dreadful but i guess its sort of inevitable.
switched the layout too, a more serious outlook for a more serious year.
i'm trembling with things to say. but. i can't seem to flow. trying not be fall accidentally in love. ACCIDENTS doh!
i will try to be more logical, more decisive, more intelligent, more steadfast, more passionate, more open, more giving, more accepting, more forgiving,more serious, more understanding, more dilligent and more truthful.
i will try to be less wishy-washy, less worried, less cocky-neyed, less brash, less weak-spirited, less rude, less disrespectful, less violent, less vulgur, less hypocritical and less forgetful.
just a few resolutions for 2005 eh. tell me if you think i achieved them.
merry christmas and happy holidays to all you out there. didn't manage to get the x'mas cards out this year, but if you know me you should know i had you in my mind. sincerely!
right, i might be getting a new phone soon, Hopefully.. i'm edging for my k700i or might have to settle (itsstillgood!) for the k500i. Nokia has somehow lost its appeal to me. user-friendly is something i've decided to forgo.
argh. technical errors. will post again sooN! meahwhile have a great christmas! God Bless!
and i'm back. after the long awaited.. hmm.. time, have you missed me? oh well even if you didn't i pretty much missed myself alot. haha techincally i just missed being online and talking to the usual kids. :)
well, so far i've still got alot of homework left uncompleted and alot of resolutions left undone. and i'm but less than half a month away from a new year! gosh how time flies..
i've had a rocky year i admit, but its still good.. nonetheless.. i hope we'll all remain intact and.. blissful in the coming year..
yeah, basically this post is bull but i felt like typing something after a well.. LONG hiatus of non-blogging in my terms.
well, the skool year is over, the J2's are gone, i'm a J2 now, and soon it will all be over.
i sense a long year ahead. BUT! i promise to still be here, so i hope you kids will be with me too.
fantastic. see you in january. except for those who i'm going to the year end party with .heeehee..
i used to think you pronounced chalet, SHALLET but its really sharelay.. yeah its cool.
well! i had one recently, well technically its not mine, i kinda gatecrashed it but it was still fantastic.. had great fun with great people that i guess i sorta had lost a bit of contact with, and man it was awesome. :)
have an entirely new perspective on UNO and well, people in general. miss the kids already. somehow i can't wait for next year's..
and finally met up with the alliance and caught bridget jones' diary 2 which had a pretty weak plotline but the acting was sincere enough that you could feel the love, hmm, when will i feel that love?
oh well, back to society.. and studying at queensway. buh bye kids.
